Buggin'

Its b.e. double n y Black power, I'm repping my tribe Not too many things I let slide Debbie downer I be killing the vibe Did all kind of things to get by You see hurt when you look in my eyes On the edge, better tread lightly All I got is me, myself, and I Watching people around me health decline Something gotta give, I ain't positive Its quite the opposite, turn up the notch a bit Nah, I think I should quit Had a friend that used to slice his wrist and wish his life would end Had to sit him down and give advice to him Mental health is real it's hard to fight against I'm OCD but still I'm a mess... ahhhh Crazy how life can get (Ha) Don't know why I'm pissed (Ha) Hard to unwind a bit (Ha) Work all day and night for this (Ha) Dad be struggling, mom be stressed (Ha) Want a better life for them (Ha) I just do it till all my goals become a Nike check... crayyy These hoes be wanting meeee, they need to find an exit... crayyy They be stalking meeee, I leave my exes with side effects (Crazzzyyyy) This where the grind begins Never happy, I confess Need to see a therapists, I'm a little off in the head If perfect, I find flaws in it Its not enough when I try my best I turn good days into bad days A little bipolar, I'm convinced A little humble, a little cocky A little sinful, a little godly Sense the bad before I see the good keep one eye open like Kakashi Fear I might not see tomorrow Looking for the key to extinct my sorrows A peace of mind I need to borrow Belong with the shadows like Shikamaru Have an ego, what am I becoming? I don't need no interruptions Finally let a negro in the function Like Shino, I be bugging