Love Is Pain (feat. Breana Marin)

It don't mean that I'm in love Cause i still wanna lay around with you all day I still wanna make sure that your okay It's a lot of things running through my mind that I don't say It don't mean I'm It don't mean that I'm in love Cause i still wanna lay around with you all day I still wanna make sure that your okay It's a lot of things running through my mind that I don't say It don't mean I'm Not a day goes by that I don't think of you It's hard to sleep when I tend to dream of you I could really say that I'm in need of you But now I'm lucky if I could even speak to you Cause you was my drug, who the supplier I know how hell feels since I've been burning in this fire Said Forever guess that you a liar Why do most things have to end and they expire So forget love I'm about to retire See, I can't do this any longer If you ain't around than I don't need this It's hard for me to even speak this But why was loving you my only weakness Is there a cure for a broken heart, can you treat this When you saw that person as the one But ended being who pulled the trigger from the gun Leaving bullets in you hotter than the sun Now any feelings in me left, really isn't none To tell the truth But all them fights and arguments were unessecary I always put you first never secondary I know loving someone could be scary Tho I had visions of kids and getting married However, you surrendered All the memories we shared do you remember Ditching school and stumbling onto adventures Swear life was the simplest when we was together Now nothing's been the same And the biggest pain Is being hurt by someone who understood your pain Foreals It don't mean that I'm in love Cause i still wanna lay around with you all day I still wanna make sure that your okay It's a lot of things running through my mind that I don't say It don't mean I'm It don't mean that I'm in love Cause i still wanna lay around with you all day I still wanna make sure that your okay It's a lot of things running through my mind that I don't say It don't mean I'm I never thought of writing something like this Behind your school our first kiss Every little thing of you I truly miss Know this ain't a diss But how could you change when I saved you from abyss See, I just hated how he used to beat you And every way he found to mistreat you I tried all I could just to keep you Now you gone and I gotta try my best to leave you And act like I don't really need you When in fact, I do really need you, man Life's kinda funny ain't it Cause I got these feelings I never thought I could feel They say overtime scars tend to heal But lately I've been numb like I just popped me a pill And it kinda bugs me how moms asks about you still Like how you doing, Is you fine Knowing I got the same questions on my mind Can't help but think of you when I write these rhyme Yeah I tried to change for you but gave me limit time Now we'll never know what coulda been Me and you til' the end what it would've been You was my greatest treasure But with all honesty, I hope that you doing twice as better Even if I'm not by your side Wish I would of set aside my pride Before crashing on these ride Did life come with a manual must of throw away the guide Tho I still love you But it's time to let you go Icebox where my heart was But it's time to let you go Tho l'll forever miss you It don't mean that I'm in love Cause i still wanna lay around with you all day I still wanna make sure that your okay It's a lot of things running through my mind that I don't say It don't mean I'm It don't mean that I'm in love Cause i still wanna lay around with you all day I still wanna make sure that your okay It's a lot of things running through my mind that I don't say It don't mean I'm