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I just wanna die when im alone I wanna die when im alone I wanna die when im alone I wanna die when im alone I just wanna die when im alone I wanna die when im alone I wanna die when im alone I wanna die when im alone At Home alone in my own zone Sitting stone cold As I behold the hold they have on me I will soon start growing mould And the maggots will soon surely Come out to feast No one has missed Me in weeks So now I'm rotting away deceased Hoping at least i've increased Suicidal prevention policies All of these different feelings I can't stop coming in Giving me meanings Hoping I'm dealing with it right And it won't fight me in the night Not feeling alright But don't know how to say These different emotions I display Like explosions, I hide away That's why, I'm alone I wanna die I just wanna die when im alone I wanna die when im alone I wanna die when im alone I wanna die when im alone I just wanna die when im alone I wanna die when im alone I wanna die when im alone I wanna die when im alone At Home alone In my own zone Lost like a dog with no bone Waiting by the cell phone Waiting for the phone to ring Gonna be waiting all spring Wait untill fat lady sings Treat them like queens But we ain't no kings We have routines But they always bring Repeated themes They always sting Crushing my dreams Hit like a swing Abandoning everything Destroying anything Slandering people Like they are your property We live in poverty Commiting robery This is no mockery Zero democracy We set the policy You follow prophecy Never astrology Follow your moral philosophy Am i alone probably Just wanna die honestly I just wanna die when im alone I wanna die when im alone I wanna die when im alone I wanna die when im alone I just wanna die when im alone I wanna die when im alone I wanna die when im alone I wanna die when im alone I go from finding love In my pathetic life To feeling myself sympathetic Towards someone Who doesn't wanna get it Apathetic is all they be Psychopathic they are making me Attacking there's no point It's clear to see She is done with me She is done with me Why i don't konw why She is done with me She is done with me Why i dont konw why She's done with me She is done with me