Useless

It be the people closest to you let down the hardest And when you at the top is when you stand to fall the farthest They reapin what you sew and then they leave you after harvest And you stabbed me in the back but i still fight for you regardless I really gotta learn to put myself first more often But when they see you doin that they say that you the toxin I tell em that a little time for me is what I need and then they leave And say i left them with no option Use caution Yeah i been feelin useless Makin up excuses Anything and everything to help me gettin through this I even found myself sayin sorry to would be Judus Took the knife right out my back and then handed it back Brutus i been useless Nothin that i do is Good enough for people around me that i been choosin And maybe im to blame for the choices that i made But if i had to choose again all i wish is for you to stay Constantly i'm blamin myself for others actions Take all of your problems and turn em into my own And when i try to solve em i always do it wit passion Then you end up gettin fixed and leavin me all alone You call that useless? Honestly the truth is You've taken me for granted and branded me as the nuisance The vantage where i'm standin is starin right at the nooses And you grabbed me by the hand and then led me to execution I been Yeah i been feelin useless Makin up excuses Anything and everything to help me gettin through this I even found myself sayin sorry to would be Judus Took the knife right out my back and then handed it back Brutus i been useless Nothin that i do is Good enough for people around me that i been choosin And maybe im to blame for the choices that i made But if i had to choose again all i wish is for you to stay If i did it again all i need is for you to stay Call me on the phone baby ill take all the blame Anything and everything to hear you say my name And really that's the problem Cause since i been without you just look what i became i been Since i been without you just look at what I became I been ruthless