Blues

I am an artist that craves exposure Unfortunately stuck inside the house due to corona Still young enough to know I got a long way to go bruh But hardened enough to no longer lose my composure I lost a couple people to that I write about it to cope It gets deeper than rap You did me hella dirty but I'm cleaner than that The next time that you see me, you'd see me on the map Okay, here I go and rap again Bologna going ham again Phony actors acting like we homies no don't ask again Never would deter me I'm too worthy not to lack again Glad I could encourage you to go get back on track again God be sending people in ya life so don't be asking him You either his strongest soldier or you just get mad again Stuck inside the limbo til you know so don't do that again- Cause peaceful beginnings don't need dramatic ends Always trynna save a friend Tell me who be saving me I don't wanna hear a single thing you got to say to me All I do is work eat and sleep and wait patiently Hoping that I get a call from one of the reps The one that sits at the desk The one that's chillin at the front of the building The building got like a bajillian steps They asking me what I want I ask a million in check I share the vision and mission the CEO be like bet that And then I move the f*ck on outa here I might lay low I take a sip of that I take a nap then I KO And all of my exes would tell you that I'm an A hole My other girls would tell you that I dropped em a bank roll Wait woah just zip it then go sit with the camp I gave em ten percentage now I'm lit with the lamp A dubby's where I'm at I'm get close to the ends Dreams and memories of me inside of the benz People rather leave than live with the pain People dealin with the miminum wage And my shawty gimme kiss on the face (kiss fx) My homies got my back ain't no debates (Fx) The path I'm on you couldn't fit in my shoes I took the red pill but I'm feeling the blues It doesn't matter if you win or you lose Just tell me what it means to be you?