I'm Not Crazy

I visited my doctor why He told me i got problems oh He thinks that i can solve em how By being medicated oof And thats when i thought of what When we would get caught up ahh Always in some drama Back when you called me crazy Man im not crazy I eat it with meals, i hate taking pills Man this shit is something i do not like Is this even real? how would you feel If you pop one a day for the rest of ya life Is this what it takes for a smile on my face If thats the case then please up the strength Cause i dont even think that shit is working Im starting to question if its even worth it What makes me happy is music and family Id watch some cartoons on saturday Id watch toonami and anime I wanna love what i do and get paid Why would you work and not feel alive in what you do for a living? When im on the edge i look in the mirror; say shut up and listen Life woo I promise life gets better Problems do not last forever I know you feelin fed up But homie keep ya head up Ya just gotta have faith You listen what im sayin I dont like the way that im feelin in my brain I would sit and think does it ever really change Weigh it on the scale then I have to make a choice I would always fail but now I'm making noise If it doesnt happen then it wasnt meant to be Lost a couple friends, gained a couple enemies And I got a pharaoh as a motherfucking stand If you got a problem you could take it to the man Yea yea im stickin to the plan I wasnt in yours so im moving out the way Manifesting everything im heading to japan Thinkin on when you and I was watchin anime You would hold me close now youre missing from my bed Sleeping on the moon and im swimming with the stars Bruh i already heard what you said, you down for yourself or you down for the cause? And if you not I dont really want you around me We aint gotta talk bounce I need people that i love to surround me You aint gotta call, cause i aint gone answer I do it for myself, and i do it for the fam bruh I do this for willy, i do this for ori I do it for ani, i do it for foreign I do it for mommy and this is my story You may think its silly you may think its boring But why would you work and not feel alive in what you do for a living When im on the edge i look in the mirror; say shut up and listen Life woo I promise life gets better Problems do not last forever I know you feelin fed up But homie keep ya head up Ya just gotta have faith You listen what im sayin