Bitter Sweet

Hello, hello babe how you doing today? I mean I been trying to call your phone but you ain’t picking up Most time you switch it off What the matter is? C’mon tell me I’m willing to make it up and make things work He... hello, hello (sigh) If there’s one thing I hate to do you know it’s talk about my life U came and made me feel so safe I talked about my life U never failed to remind me of how much I was your pride But now u upped and left, just look at me my life is on the line This ain’t no paper work but see my life is underlined More money and no loving, I think I lost my grind Hold me close don’t let me go Let’s put us on a pedestal Life’s like a merry go But before you leave just let me know Now she posting pictures of another nigga It’s crazy cos myself I used to be that other nigga Now I don’t even know my nigga if I’m still a nigga Cos all this crying don turned the boy into a woman You told me when you leaving that we only part to meet But now u gon for so long and you only hard to reach If it’s something that I did wrong girl I just hope that you forgive Mehn If it’s something I did wrong girl I’m just hoping u forgive Now if I ask you how you love me you just sneezing I called u did not pick up your phone it seems u busy Whoever told you that this loving will be easy But now you broke it down you told me you don’t need me Every night I stay awake, reminiscing the good times we had Reminiscing the good times we had, all the fights that we don fought All the bottles we don popped if really this is love then I’m thinking we’ve been drugged You’re so special Girl you’re special Please wake me up from this sleep I really think my dreams are really catching up with me It really feels my life is slowly dancing out of me If I still see u again, girl I’ll still give you a kiss That’s If I don’t leave I’m sorry for the pains my apologies I’m hoping that you heal, if pain would make you feel better I’m hoping that you squeal But life’s not fair I’m just hoping that it bleach for your sake baby Remember you told me that we will make babies You just avoiding me & it only feels like I got scabies What I’ve been doing? I’ve been hating on myself lately Out here’s so cold n I’ve been waiting just let me home baby Cos it ain’t safe baby, my heart just hurts daily I know you prolly thinking that I’m quite stupid ain’t it Cos I been calling & been texting for 6 months But you ain’t reply but I’m still calling baby I know it’s really crazy ain’t it? But I’m just playing maybe games I’m tryna be a man so I’ll be taking all the blames If you still don’t reach out baby I just hope you burn in flames Never meant that but all I’m seeing babe is burning flames Those are pictures of you It hurts but it’s true I know I’m alive but I seem dead to you This is driving me crazy just need you to hold on to Somebody call 911 because I’m highly induced You only left me confused When you get back home, I wrote you a note I’m hoping that you read it and I hope that you know Whenever you cold you can jump in my coat We can sail together why not jump in my boat I’m fly like a bird, got bars like a cage My life is like a movie on this journey (Johnny) I’m in a cage You treat me like a rebel, my emotions are in chains Then I took our story and I told in on stage Goddammit