Guilty

Ye, Guilty I know God is the greatest I'll never say different Look in the mirror my pain is still recent The only thing that keeps me is my ambition Yeah just my ambition I look at the heavens from a mile away Is you really there or it's just an empty space Every other night I stay awake If you was me you prolly would have lost your faith There's no judging me now I'm looking for some answers and they got to be found Would never know the up side if you've never been down But I been down for so long I need some cannabis now See my life is like a movie and I'm just painting the pictures I never trust my emotions whenever I'm making decisions My mind is fluorescent, you tell me you ain't seeing the vision? I try to stay focused I got no room for distractions Anything you heard about me Man I'm guilty Say whatever thing you heard about me man I promise that I'm guilty Tell me how you let my mama drown, in all these tears Year after year, we been praying for 'em change But ain't seen no change yet Everything is black and white But I'm just tryna stay positive through the negative The negative been so competitive but I've been moving still I mean I've got free will but I ain't mind I put my dreams and my life line on the line to make sure I'm never quitting till I get what's mine Yeah I had to do that but now I'm back to the basics Why you let them take my brother from me Mama barely walks and she done done her surgery so many times I'm talking to you can you answer me? This ain't no classroom don't try to lecture me Say something lord what is left for me Or just allow me reach out to my dead homies Or just allow me reach out to my dead homies Mehn I trust you so much why you do me this much My life is a gift but it's more like a curse If you up in heaven then we need to talk You've got my cellphone, don't hit me too much You welcome to my apartment I'll gladly do lunch I'm not blasphemous I've just had enough You've got the powers but don't call my bluff If you say I'm your son, oh lord please shine your sun on this darkness Too many issues and I'm clueless Agonizing and this pain is endless I'll keep up with the struggle I'm relentless I am the son of a tigress Anything you heard about me Man I'm guilty Say whatever you head about me man I promise that I'm guilty (Road life) Nah I never fake perfection That's the devil's shit I'm on my Jesus shit everyday a fellowship If I ever lose my followership I'll find a fellowship Yeah, goddamn I'd find a fellowship I've been talking about my life so much forgot I got a life I'm really flexing ion do good with them hypes It's cash or bags, that's my lingo Frankly I need more Benjamins, my c notes Of course I'm a negro So you my negro Everyone I've ever met call you a hero Cheques or stripes, I'm healed by stripes Took some swipes to free my mind but f*ck! It feels crazy I know, who would have thought… I've come this far I can't go back now! No! No!