Life's Crazy

Guess Im different cuz I want everybody to eat! Cuz I done been to the bottom and I’ve suffered defeat Every since I jumped off that that porch, I been in them streets Like a stray dog or and alley cat Big dreams of  me owning a Cadillac Wearing some nice clothes with some sunny light yings Small waists big backs/ for a minute god cancelled all of that I was back & forth, in & outta jail With no hope for the bail Begging the lord to free me from that hell And deliver me from evil And from everyone who don’t think of me as equal My hustle mentality is lethal Like them blunts y’all used to smoke that was see thru I breeze thru life like I’m max kibble Wishing God would just start over and redo All of this matter thats fecal Shit, we need a sequel Bring my dad and my brother back No cap id start living different jack On my life, thats a fact Khii used to say we up So far from a re-up Now people acting like they can actual fucking see us Now they wanna be us But didn’t wanna help us To be where we at now We real high up like the clouds Though we up my ear stay low to the ground Cuz in my city somebody’s getting shot down Causing the rest of us to clown I’m going through it My mind’s consumed with this forward movement See no one chooses to suffer Sometimes you’re born into it I saw the vision or is it really just more illusions Sometimes this thing called life, is just so confusin’ Was never average, I couldn’t tell you bout average days Niggaz my kind is as rare as an egg by Faberge’ Blow Mary J with a prayer that she takes my cares away My room’s remaining so smoke filled, you’ll think the air grey I let it marinate as I speak the truth you don’t care to say Don’t care if they offended, a couple hands I don’t care to shake I’d rather meditate on the fact I’m starting to elevate Became a heavyweight when I only started a featherweight Use to delegate, now I got my own so I legislate But also educate all my niggaz cause I would never hate I learned that shit from Marvin, I pray he’s resting at heaven’s gates He knew how we was rockin’, ain’t really much I ain’t never say It really is hard to say goodbye to yesterday In just a year our whole way of life has just disappeared I’m guessing’ Future’s a fortune teller since this appeared Talking that talk, can we take these masks off? I’m going through it My mind’s consumed with this forward movement See no one chooses to suffer Sometimes you’re born into it I saw the vision or is it really just more illusions Sometimes this thing called life, is just so confusin’