Shadow of Your Smile

Some people spend they whole life searching For a certain person just to find out it wasn't worth it Like half the time they on your nerves the other half you working But you still posting pics on socials acting like they perfect Ironically, the comments read relationship goals And I just find it comedy the fact that nobody knows Y'all both be hoeing it around, I mean y'all doing the most And y'all don't think about the kids, just leave 'em with broken homes See my daddy was a rolling stone, and mama she despise him So now she full of spite for me 'cause I grew up just like em She see him in my face, I guess, she say I look just like em Everyday I'm catching flak for all his shit, it ain't surprising What's surprisings how a kid could even live like that Behind a smile that he crack to fight the tear falls back You walked a mile in these shoes you couldn't feel these tracks Just walk a mile in my shoes, I bet you couldn't And I'll be singing f*ck you to your face There ain't no one that could take my place And I'll be singing f*ck you to your face There ain't no one that could be this great So its f*ck you, f*ck you F*ck you, and f*ck you That's what you say to anybody who hates There ain't a single person living that can be replaced See daddy liked his whiskey, and mama liked her Gin But me, I'm more partial to whatever I can get It got me looking in the mirror like who the f*ck is this I just don't recognize myself, sometimes it's like I don't exist It's like a ghost staring back at me in all of these pictures Every sip that I take got me feeling more distant Like to talk about the old me, but do y'all even miss him Reminiscing bout the days back when y'all just dismissed him When it come to competition, nah homie, there ain't none But the constant hating really got me losing my patience Every time I rock a mic its like the hate come adjacent Still spewing hard raps, leaving cracks in the pavement And whats up with all these hoes that y'all supposedly dating Because them claims that you making aint the same thing they saying Like to talk about your dreams but do y'all really chase 'em Like to talk about your dreams but do y'all really And I'll be singing f*ck you to your face There ain't no one that could take my place And I'll be singing f*ck you to your face There ain't no one that could be this great So its f*ck you, f*ck you F*ck you, and f*ck you That's what you say to anybody who hates There ain't a single person living that can be replaced I Find it harder to get up and out of bed each day I stay awake contemplating the mistakes I've made I think I'm drowning in my debts, I need to catch these waves And get the f*ck up out this city 'fore I catch these fades Or fade away, to live my days out in the background But right now the only thing I'm thinking bouts right now So right now, imma just spaz 'til it lights outs The curtain call is over and the crickets done piped down When all that's left of me is just the sweet sound of silence 'Cept my music in your system, got it booming while you driving While you sipping on a fifth, riding round promoting violence Generation of some kids that's tryna live they lives like I did They could never be me, nah they won't even come close Until the day we laid in caskets and the caskets is closed See I only talk the real shit, y'all be talking the most But you ain't talking when I'm talking, tell me how do it go And I'll be singing f*ck you to your face There ain't no one that could take my place And I'll be singing f*ck you to your face There ain't no one that could be this great So its f*ck you, f*ck you F*ck you, and f*ck you That's what you say to anybody who hates There ain't a single person living that can be replaced