JESSE

Trying to figure out Why you're Not here Yeah why you're not here Tryna' finalize All of these desperate tears You were the closet thing to a dad And now your gone If I had put you in Sometimes That wouldn't had been enough You deserve your own song Feeling like I'm dragging myself Along To get over this hill it might Take me long And I'm asking my self who's next I'm feeling like this whole grief Things yeah it's a test But I never expected it to be you Making this beat on the low Yeah feelin' kinda low Remembering the conversations In my life you had sow Praying to God will I ever get that Back The of feeling of feeling like I had a dad Yeah Maybe I'm grieving because I didn't know you were leaving Maybe I'm grieving because I'm stuck you made me believe in God alone in His rawest form You made me realize that Forgiveness is the norm I struggled to believe that he Deserved it and I asked you Why would I You said He gave us all grace for Our mistakes Man You were part of why I got saved And why I became awake And everytime I saw you you told Me I'm always welcome to call Don't hesitate You always told me that with my Life to live it Is never late To always love one another and Never hate I can't believe this became fate I know in my life forsure that you Were heaven sent And I promise you to live my life To no end I'll miss you Jesse You were my dear friend I know that he's truly in heaven I know that for sure He would always look up to the Sky God he adored And I know up there you have a Big crown and a big reward Knowing Jesse was an honor Because love was never something That he stopped pouring He would tell you go chase your Dreams and make sure you never Stop souring He would always tell me that mija Joy always comes in the morning He would tell me to always speak My truth and to speak my grace And to never stop roaring To never stop serving and Searching for the Kingdom And to never give up on what you Got and what you want I promise you that with my life I won't be nonchalant Jesse we will never forget you Your love and encouragement will Carry on It sucks because I still had things to Say but maybe you knew Closing thing to a dad Now what do I do Finding out a month later like This is some news I had to find out on social media Like this is out of the blew Like wow I'm just so surprised In and out of weeping asking God like why Dec Cheron and now Jess Feeling like a dagger went straight Through my chest Man Feeling like everyone around me is Droppin' like flies And why is it always that the Good ones have to die Tryna put these questions to sleep Singin' a lullaby Exhausted with the wonders Giving life a sigh But I love how I'm still praising God with my lips How I didn't just say forget it and Give in and quit Being loyal to God rather switchin' Up They asked me where do I put my pride I said look up Knowing Jesse was an honor Because love was never something That he stopped pouring He would tell you go chase your dreams and make sure you never Stop soaring He would always tell me that mija Joy always comes in the morning He would tell me to always speak My truth and to speak my grace And to never stop roaring To never stop serving and Searching for the Kingdom Yeah Looking back in my life I know you impacted me Looking back in my life man You the one who surrounded me God told you to help pull me out From under Would I be the same person Yeah that I wonder Yeah It's crazy cause I know that I wouldn't be the same Person without you and I know that I'm a different person Because of you I know that God sent me You To my life In my life For a certain reason And I'm just so thankful that I got the opportunity to know you And ta' spend time with you and to Really know who God is Because you were the person who Taught me that and In every single person That you impacted Every single person that you saw Every person that you Encountered you impacted them And I just I just genuinely thank you Jesse Like Thank you for everything Thank you The Eagle has landed