Givin' Up (feat. T1C3 Capone & YDN Sleezy)

When I was 15 years old, I lost my mother and my father in the same month Same month, Bunky 12 brothers and sisters I was the youngest one, but they were all looking up to me Now I wasn't ready yet either, but they needed me Your team needs you tonight The ones that you love, got to make time to hug The stars high above, you can't really touch If they ain't showing up, then that ain't really love Had to get it out the mud, so ain't no way I'm giving up The ones that you love, got to make time to hug The stars high above, you can't really touch If they ain't showing up, then that ain't really love Had to get it out the mud, so ain't no way I'm giving up So many times that I felt down and alone Dealing with a pain so strong I felt it down in my bones Glad I survived, but at the time felt I was dying inside Looking for ways to cope I know they say a man shouldn't cry How can you face the facts or truth when that shit damage your pride You see some shit that make you sad, but you still wearing a smile You trying to heal from all that trauma, know that might take a while Sorry mama for them days you had to sit through them trials My intentions was hella good, but I was still kinda wild I can still remember them times when you knew I was wrong, but still loved me Big hearts, but we protect them so well This world is ugly If you love me, you gotta hug me and never cross me for money Dissed me cause I was bummy, but now they wishing to touch me Fam over the rest, I'm praying for God to bless Everybody I love and take away all they stress Motivation to move forward, the best is coming up next The ones that you love, gotta make time to hug The stars high above, you can't really touch If they ain't showing up, then that ain't really love Had to get it out the mud, so ain't no way I'm giving up The ones that you love, gotta make time to hug The stars high above, you can't really touch If they ain't showing up, then that ain't really love Had to get it out the mud, so ain't no way I'm giving up I ain't giving up, I gotta chase this money, gotta son a feed I ain't gonna react when they start dissing or they mentioning me I been down for so long, ain't nobody wanna give me shit and I can't switch I been helping them just like I had it I been holding all of this weight and I ain't trying to add up all my baggage Told the homie tomorrow ain't promised, don't let him go catch you lacking He said he gon' knock me off, I ain't gon' let all that shit happen Lost my granny ever since you been gone, you know my life been tragic Been smoking all of this pressure, get in my feelings, I get to rapping Hopefully, I can show the youth that you can make all this shit happen Put your mind to it, then do it, gotta make all that shit happen I miss big bro, he locked up Better than him being up in a casket Had to kick down the door, I got tired of knocking and asking Had to go and take it, I got tired of depending on all that asking I been having dreams that I'ma make it, gotta go and grab it Told myself ain't no more lacking, get that bag and you just stack it The ones that you love, gotta make time to hug The stars high above, you can't really touch If they ain't showing up, then that ain't really love Had to get it out the mud, so ain't no way I'm giving up The ones that you love, gotta make time to hug The stars high above, you can't really touch If they ain't showing up, then that ain't really love Had to get it out the mud, so ain't no way I'm giving up My exhaust just took another loss Whoever would've thought suicide was the cause So tears begin to drop like rain begin to fall See we been through a lot, even though I never called I'm sorry about your moms You know your young brother, yeah he be my dawg Free Young J behind the wall Real hard to the struggle, feel nobody love you Sacrifices made, no one to run to Cause pain is a virtue, love it'll touch you Like light from the sun and moon Mine corrupted closed room, no time to presume Once you gone, go pause, no resume No one to run to, baby need some food Gotta get up, yeah make a couple moves You ain't living just for you So stop worrying about how much time you could lose The new generation, yeah we improved The ones that you love, gotta make time to hug The stars high above, you can't really touch If they ain't showing up, then that ain't really love Had to get it out the mud, so ain't no way I'm giving up The ones that you love, gotta make time to hug The stars high above, you can't really touch If they ain't showing up, then that ain't really love Had to get it out the mud, so ain't no way I'm giving up