Fly

When I be writing these rhymes yo I be amazed at the things I reveal to myself Uncover all of the signs all of the times that I thought about Healing myself Rather chilling my wealth in abundance no running I'm here Never did crime that I felt I ain't have to so as far as I am concerned I am clear Deading my peers Never no fear I rather be dead Save me the tears, I rather eat lead cin't talking bout lead I'm talking the bullets whenever you pull it just aim at my head Cuz trust if I'm breathing nigga I'm squeezing back Ice pack for the pain but shit in your brain it just ain' no freezing that Rap it done made me anemic facts No iron but funny I'm steaming hot and I'm heated I'm losing my l mind Talk to my mother I wonder if she know that it's lies whenever I tell her I'm fine Like yo can she tell all the signs? Look at the way they they treat us We tell all the blind? Was top of the class while the thoughts of the pass was rotting my ass, she tell me to shine Mom that's easy to plan Chronic insomnia trust me I sleep when I can I rather die than to sleep in a can I rather die than to sleep in a can Sis had no room so I slept in abandon Buildings yielding cin't spoke in years I feel spite in my belt But I love my niece more than life in itself