North San Juan

One moment Lilly had a headache Then I was keeping her from nodding off In an out of service Crown Vic On the road to North San Juan I saw the ruddy from the rainbow Leave her face a final time I saw the shudder and the convulse Into another life I thought, "how did I get here? And how long have I been gone?" In an out of service Crown Vic On the road to North San Juan I came from nothing, and nowhere City college, shitty pot She said that Sean was a shaman But he was just another Sean A white kid wearing dreadlocks Posters in his parents garage Expanding his mind? No He was just wasting time Lying naked off the 49 Convincing Lilly they should get gone In an out of service Crown Vic On the road to North San Juan She said she'd grab me in the morning She arrived at 10pm I stole my mothers only 20 And let my new life begin Pushing pills in San Francisco To some Silicon serviettes Hopping trains with Sean and Lilly Just getting high The end ain't eventual It just has to come some time Hey Lilly, I'm uncomfortable Hey Lilly, this ain't right He dumped us off at a truck stop In the misery of dawn Said he'd go and find help That was the last I heard of Sean My Lillys getting cold now With her beauty long since gone Another victim of the void Another ghost of North San Juan