Identity Crisis

I'm a lost fish in the crowds Can't find my friends always been the clown Looked, stupid for their amusement In return I had a group to move with But I didn't have a spot on the sidewalk though Couldn't tell if they were my friends or my foes Benched over others 'cause I couldn't provide So I guess I gotta prove it just give me some time Can't find my own identity Stuck mixing others recipes I'm a product of my enemies Am I ever gonna be me Am I ever seek peace These demons just won't leave Go and find another damn place to stay Cause I ain't leaving till I find a way to make a Why do I have problems In believing me Can't you see it's me Why do you have problems In perceiving me Can't you see it's me Now my status has grown exponentially Invited to the parties now I shouldn't feel less of me But I've been feeling lonelier the more friends I had next to me Knew I couldn't befriend myself I was my worst enemy Always struggled with the mirrors, lighting couldn't help me see Always struggled with the demons, life felt like a hellish dream I know that the younger version of me wouldn't like the man I am And I don't blame him 'cause I never told him I'm his biggest fan Can't find my own identity Stuck mixing others recipes I'm a product of my enemies Am I ever gonna be me Am I ever seek peace These demons just won't leave Go and find another damn place to stay Cause I ain't leaving till I find a way to make a Make a change, I ain't leaving till I find a way to make a change I ain't leaving till I find a way to make a change I ain't leaving till I, I ain't leaving till I Make a change, I ain't leaving till I find a way to make a change I ain't leaving till I find a way to make a change I ain't leaving till I, I ain't leaving till I