Overthinker

No you will not win I was destined for this It was built in my soul I can feel it within Sensei said not to quit You can push more than this Never let them take over What you've sought as a kid I been stuck up in my head Figure I be better dead Hard to live it up when you keep overthinking little things Tried to surpass with my might But the obstacles too high Hard to make to the light when darkness is what lives inside Stuck Overthinking Stuck Overthinking Stuck Overthinking, Overthinking, Overthinking Stuck Overthinking Stuck Overthinking Stuck Overthinking, Overthinking, Overthinking I've been trying hard to find the words to describe how I think All these thoughts inside me keep on pulling me in different ways If I do not find a way to see the rainbow after rain I fear that I will never find the key to peace inside my brain I've been masking my feelings and I've been tired and drained Can't help but think of scenarios where I am up on the stage And all this lighting ain't helping just wanna sulk in the shade Cause this pressure I put on me has a range till it breaks I am anxious and scared inside but on the level look tame And on the surface I'm cruising but levels down their is blame To my friends and my family I'm trying hard to find change Cause my perspective on living hasn't been looking too great I been stuck up in my head Figure I be better dead Hard to live it up when you keep overthinking little things Tried to surpass with my might But the obstacles too high Hard to make to the light when darkness is what lives inside Stuck Overthinking Stuck Overthinking Stuck Overthinking, Overthinking, Overthinking Stuck Overthinking Stuck Overthinking Stuck Overthinking, Overthinking, Overthinking No I will never fall You will not take my hand I'm staying on this earth I'm gonna take this chance I see it in my palms I've gripped it with my hands You only live one life So do the best you can I'm not afraid to cry I'm not afraid to dance I'm gonna live in peace I'm gonna be a man I'm not afraid to learn I'm not afraid to break I'm gonna be a human I'm gonna die a great I'm thankful for you mom you've showed me how to fight and grow some balls I'm thankful for you dad you've showed me how to think and grow through flaws I'm thankful for you sis you've showed me how live a life that's tall I'm thankful for you Kirby, and Mochi I miss your claws I'm thankful for you Grandma your art has made me make my own I'm thankful for you Grandpa your kindness kept me warm There's too many people in this world that I am thankful for And to the one's listening please find someone you're thankful for