FOR NOW

Call me delusional but I thought maybe you liked me too Call me insane but I thought that you already knew That I would swim over seas for you Just so I could hold you for a few And tell you you're cool Call me crazy but I thought you maybe sorta felt that too When we were Dancing In The Kitchen to some LANY I thought that was pretty cute But everyone loves someone new I guess it was never supposed to be you So I'll just keep doing what I do best And see you less And I cant tell if you're mine or his It really is what it is I'll let my insecurities win For now For now Call me beep me if you wanna reach me I'll be right over here But I'll probably take 5 or 10 business days to respond back dear Cuz everyone moves onto someone new I never wanted to move on from you But I guess I'll have to But I guess I'll have to Cuz I cant tell if you're mine or his It really is what it is I'll let my insecurities win I'll continue to wear myself thin Because what's the point of love When all I ever get is disposed of I don't know the meaning of self love Till then I'll try to keep my head above All the things I'm undeserving of For Now For Now