I'M NOT THAT HURT

Hey Well I'm super glad that you're happy I'm super glad you could move on just like that It's so great you found someone in about two weeks Just wish you had the decency To tell me sooner Because all this does for me Is make me trust fewer Puts me in the ground sooner And makes me trust my instincts more And trust my heart less Cuz soon enough I'll be heartless Soon I'll be numb Because that's all I know now Cuz when all is said is done You just move on to another one F*ck with me than onto the next one I should be used to this it must be fun Not to care about ones you love Not to care for what you've done Leave me the f*ck alone already Everyone leaves at your worst Don't you dare crawl back to me When he leaves you first Don't you dare speak on me Till' you realize my worth And once you realize what I'm capable of I'll be done Done with all the nights Spent under the stars All the nights spent in my car All the nights we drove so far Just to talk for hours Figuring out who we are But hey if it doesn't matter to you I guess I'll just be numb too This is a fucking warning For everyone new Stay the f*ck away from me Cuz bitch I'll do the same to you I should actually thank you Cuz I'm not that hurt You're just another lesson To dig my grave Further in the dirt F*ck that I'm not that hurt F*ck yeah I'm not that hurt You're just another excuse for me To write another hook I could go on and on about How much I loved you Or how much I confided in you Just to find out you're like the rest F*ck that at least you lied the best In the end I guess I can't be mad Because now I'm a million miles away F*ck it lets keep it that way I'll just get high and hope your name Never passes me by I don't wish you bad I'll just wish you well And hope you never feel this hell So I hope your happy Cuz I'll never be happy without you I'll never be happy without you I'll never be happy without you