Love Soldier

She was the one who lasted Held it down each round For her, I'd cross the boundary line in hopes to see her smile But she ain't peep it though She'd double cross the second hoe and there then hesitate if Branden was the way to go And through my eyes, I knew it wasn't right But I got so damn shy when she asked "could you be mine" that I- couldn't comply I multiplied a lie Had not realizing what I've done I sacrificed a Love Try I felt my heart pressure The chances it could crush So now it sucks 'cus today I'm missing out what was- Once a love rush Feening for her touch but the one Love, had turned into a Once Was And once that happened I gave my back towards Love and Trust And learned to Love the Lust; forgetting every girl I touched Telling them "I'd like to keep what we got on the hush" and love them sideways 8 until I bust a proper nut All this worked until my feelings needed refill I remember when I used to feel and how we would be still If we kept our promises aligned in alliance And if the jungle love wasn't as as tyrant as a Lion And I be trying To "Do This" And not "Do That" My heart is genuine to her behind my mind's back The Cupid on my shoulder's giving me the cold shoulder I'm such a Love Turle Stuck, like its turned over 'Cus in my heart, she hangs high like a poster Smart as f*ck but I get dumb when I get close to her It's like a high I love it but I'm paranoid Open up so much to her, I hope that she don't get annoyed Thinking I went too far Tryna re-progress our steps Back to a time when she was my life's "Love Vest" Back to a time where goodnights were unforgotten Back to a time we could recover fresh from rotten Back to a timeline confined into a better life A dual purpose of happiness I swear I saw her as my wife