Powerless

I wasn't shit, I can admit that I lied I cheated I lied again and I ain't begging for my bitch back But I'm a for once keep it real with you You was crying told me karma gon deal with you I brushed it off I was on my pimp shit Not realizing underlying was a real issue Why I wanna f*ck wit these hoes Why I'm entertaining that bullshit Why am I looking for validation when u at the house waiting while I'm out here with the next bitch Then I come back smelling like Chanel I'm sorry that I put you through hell But baby I'm flawed a pure bred dog But I'm always there when u call I got mind control over you I got mind control over you I got mind control over you I got mind control over you, you, you I'm afraid to be powerless, I'm afraid to be powerless I'm afraid to be powerless, I'm afraid to be powerless I'm afraid to be powerless, I'm afraid to be powerless I'm afraid to be powerless, am i afraid to be me When we linked back up we was dead wrong We were both supposed to be committed Told my lady I was gon head home She ain't know that u were paying me a visit Made love for 3 days in the hotel Kissing and grabbing and stroking you Knowing damn well we both foul But I knew I wasn't over you I was in love with your smile, I was in love with your smell I was in love with your mind but somehow detached girl and I knew u could tell But I couldn't let u get the best of me Cuz u already threw me for a loop Infidelity was the recipe, Even my lie was the truth Now watch me spazz in the booth You jealous of bitches they sending me pictures And u ain't no angel I'm peeping these niggas We always argue and nobody listens We make up and break up like nobody's business Now I'm confused like what the f*ck is this You hope I die and I swim with the fishes How would you feel if u got what u wishing I'm saying But I know what the problem is, We came into this situation so dirty You the most beautiful girl in the world but baby the truth ain't that pretty And I love you to death don't you ever forget it Here's my heart you can have that I'll be back when I finish See that's why most us dudes be living foul man, we scared to relinquish that power That's just the society we grew up in know what I'm talking bout? Y'all made us this way Then expect us to be in tune with our feelings and all that other goofy ass shit I just live my truth, B.I.Z