Starting From Scratch

Writers block for like six months On a wave Imma find inspiration No conversation, on a song is the only time I say something I know we made a song No we never finished On that topic feelin kinda skiddish, yeah Wasn't willing to admit it In my head too much Do I care too much Why I worry about opinions In my bed I'm up Till the sun is out I'm worried about decisions Anxiety, it's overriding Album a diary Working on me, quietly I don't need no anxiety I had to let go Ain't nobody coming here to save me Feeling small, tired of looking up Got me growing a little daily How does it feel? Anxiety attack Living for the climb 'til you find your way back Giving it your all 'til there's nothing really left Righting all your wrongs now you're starting from scratch Had to charge into the game Had a couple setbacks My perspective had to change All these feelings I know words could explain Had to trust God's Plan till Nothing Was The Same Now I saw my own lane Head high when I walk through Now I say less unless we're trying to talk moves They wanna know the game Guess I gotta make a walkthrough Rule number one Stay humble when they applaud you And big time mistakes Life only affords two Calculated risk if life's chess Make the board move Make waves yeah I ought to Life gave me pain and obstacles That I thought through, fought through No one to talk to, empty I don't wear Prada, the devil still tryna tempt me Still I stand firm like a sentry I'm tryna be the man of the century, Dxsh Winning like I'm meant to be In my head too much Do I care too much Why I worry about opinions In my bed I'm up Till the sun is out I'm worried about decisions Anxiety, it's overriding Album a diary Working on me, quietly I don't need no anxiety I had to let go Ain't nobody coming here to save me Feeling small, tired of looking up Got me growing a little daily How does it feel? Anxiety attack Living for the climb 'til you find your way back Giving it your all 'til there's nothing really left Righting all your wrongs now you're starting from scratch