Memory

Every single time I cross that line I'm looking outside Tryna climb grape vines Tryna find that piece That'll give me piece of mind But I can't find it Cause I'm running outta time Running round in circles Like I'm on a Big track Looking right back Thinking What am I gonna do Yesterday Was a good day But today Nah no way Living life In the way I need Trying to find What's makes me happy Running around in circles In my head Sheep flying around Up above my bed Living life In the way I need Trying to find What's makes me happy Running around in circles In my head Sheep flying around Up above my bed It's a memory That you'll never see It got it locked away Tryna keep it safe From the stress That's been causing the hate And I debate On correcting that slate Make it clean Make it wait Make it go away Okay I admit It was me No more games Hide n seek Wasn't working out for me All the mental abuse All the substance use All the lies I spewed Time to hit renew It's time I finally connect All the dots they forget When recollecting my neglect Your to blame for the pain Thought I'd go crazy I was sucked into a game Cause this girl played me But I learned one thing It's to be happy Just follow along Living life In the way I need Trying to find What's makes me happy Running around in circles In my head Sheep flying around Up above my bed Living life In the way I need Trying to find What's makes me happy Running around in circles In my head Sheep flying around Up above my bed It's a memory I hold so dearly I'm trying day And night To make it all alright Lemme say the name Lemme bury the shame Lemme rebuild my brain Lemme retake my life Lemme retake everything I've been looking around Ain't nothing changed So I gotta say Maybe life will stay the same But to everyone else Living life In the way I need Trying to find What's makes me happy Running around in circles In my head Sheep flying around Up above my bed Living life In the way I need Trying to find What's makes me happy Running around in circles In my head Sheep flying around Up above my bed It's a memory