Let Go

OGOL Man I gotta Let Go I'm sick and tired of the pain This shit hurts Really there's no other way Man I gotta Let Go Feel like Im standing in the rain The devil lurking Tryna make me go insane Man I gotta Let Go I really gotta make a change So here I go I swear I'm spilling out my pain Man I gotta Let Go Want ya to hear me Want you to feel me Man I gotta Let Go Man I been dealing with so much pain inside my brain If you was dealing with the same you'd go insane And I had to tame my demons from getting to strong So to cope me and my niggas smoke strong I done gone through depression Adolescent, I lost my best friend Had to grow up and really get it in This life of sin Has shown me how much I done fucking changed in the end Kinda ashamed of who really I am Shit, but life goes on right That's what these niggas told me It's a cold world, but don't let that give you cold feet I done lost a lot, some of my niggas 6 feet And I must see dead people, cuz they all still here with me In my dreams we on top, thats the spot I gotta get If I use my mind, one step at a time On Blues Clues shit Nevermind these niggas talking Jet You a real nigga Let it go and just grind hard Count them bills nigga Man I gotta Let Go I'm sick and tired of the pain This shit hurts Really there's no other way Man I gotta Let Go Feel like Im standing in the rain The devil lurking Tryna make me go insane Man I gotta Let Go I really gotta make a change So here I go I swear I'm spilling out my pain Man I gotta Let Go Want you to hear me Want you to feel me Man I gotta Let Go Father God, Father God This shit is hard I'm just speaking from the heart Where do I start Sara died, then Shawnie going to jail fucked me up Right after that Libby cancer was back tough Next year, Pop Pop went too Right after I lost boo boo I boo hoo'd and got sick of that shit Like real quick Then these niggas in the church wanna be fucking around Got caught, ran my pastor outta town What type of shit But anyways I'm just venting I'm growing up, Mommy said its exponential I'm fucked up, and I'm praying for a blessing I look up, wanting holy intervention And so I Keep it pushing, kinda hurts to look back Plus I don't wanna turn into a pillar of salt I do this for the fam, got the city on my back Emperical miracle spitting assault Thats from the vault nigga Man I gotta Let Go I'm sick and tired of the pain This shit hurts Really there's no other way Man I gotta Let Go Feel like Im standing in the rain The devil lurking Tryna make me go insane Man I gotta Let Go I really gotta make a change So here I go I swear I'm spilling out my pain Man I gotta Let Go Want ya to hear me Want you to feel me Man I gotta Let Go