BETTER OFF ALONE?

I wish I listened to my past self Made mistakes a niggas been so dumb When you met me I was past help So ain't no wonder why you feel so done This could be right person wrong time I know you're only holding out for so long I wonder if I'm better off alone I feel like I'm better off alone All this pressure in my dome it's hard to think straight Looking at you girl no I ain't tryna make no mistakes And when I ain't with you I feel like I'm going insane I'm in another country thinking bout you like I miss bae Steady tryna quit but I still kick it with Mary Jane I started singing to the microphone and since then shit ain't been the same I wonder if with all this time gone do you still feel the same? We had a spark I brought the riz you hotter than a flame But lately I've been antisocial I don't post on socials Ain't tryna pick up any phone calls I put pain into my vocals I pick my music over everything don't know if I'm supposed to I wanna put you in a pokeball show everyone I chose you And they say love hurts but being scared of love feels much worse You humble me with you girl I get mad nervous You can get whatever you want as long as you're worth it I wish I listened to my past self Made mistakes a niggas been so dumb Ain't no one like me I know I'm 1 of 1 I've been thinking to myself like I should keep a gun Do this shit for me I do this shit for mum Promise Ima repay you I'll be a better son My friends don't want me to be alone But I know that I'm better off alone Rolling up a blunt Izaya Tiji on Thinking bout the people that left me alone Thinking to myself like where's Aliyah gone But I'm scared to tell you how I feel I keep it in my dome I can't wear my heart on my sleeve unless it's made of chrome Girl you know that me and you clicked like a metronome Worried cause my niggas are going through some shit they don't wanna tell a soul Headed to the top taking every risk I pray I make it home