Really Real

Tell me is your love really real because I dont understand what I feel Back to back phone calls Im sitting drowning in my misery Drinking no chaser nahh you love playing mind games with me Tell me is your love really real I need to know for my peace lord Every time i show good faith you knock me down Make it hard for me to want to come around Im terrified you out here doing me wrong Say you love me on the phone but act different when we alone Dont want no memories of me and you in your  phone Im sitting and overthinking this good heart done lead me wrong Tell me is it real the nonchalant attitude that you give make it hard to tell Im loving out of fear its so hard for me to grasp it Certain events always seem so tragic And who am I say that you had a guy in my face That you been in love with from the first day I got a lot on my plate somehow I thought That you could ease the pain and make it go away Tell me is your love really real because I don't understand what I feel Back to back phone calls Im sitting drowning in my misery Drinking no chaser nahh you love playing mind games with me Tell me is your love really real I need to know for my peace lord Everytime I show good faith you knock me down Make it hard for me to wanna come around Dont you keep telling me lies aint no way that I can keep letting it slide My heart is for you so tell me is it real tell me what's the deal Sick of playing this love game rearranging my time so I can fit you in the frame Heartaches come with so much pain you say its real I know it aint In my head I try to make it make sense but I just cant Tell me is it real the nonchalant attitude that you give make it hard to tell Been loving outta fear its so hard for me to trust you sometimes I dont know how to approach you Tell me is your love really real because I don't understand what I feel Back to back phone calls Im sitting drowning in my misery Drinking no chaser nahh you love playing mind games with me Tell me is your love really real I need to know for my peace lord Everytime I show good faith you knock me down Make it hard for me to wanna come around