Brighter Days

Shit Ha no Ain't No more of that I'm running all the laps Scary out here Disgusting bitches if I had a dick I make you choke Don't know if i'm making the right moves Ha I smile and shit but nobody know what's behind this fake smile Nobody know me for real Huh Shit Uh if it's So many people around why I feel so alone ? I'm Tired of feeling, feelings want a pill to make me numb Wanna escape all my problems lost soul on the run They wanna say it's "brighter days" when it's the same sun The same song the same tunes over and over Simultaneously carrying weight seeing over shoulders I Gotta good heart so expected to give a pass they want me to flick myself off and put me last And ain't no more of that! I'm running all the laps Ain't no more tears dried out I'm on to laughs Cus It's peace signs from me like I strike a pose Disgusting bitches if I had a dick I'll make you choke Humbled by the struggle that's gone make me the toughest Thought it was thunder storms till I felt on my stomach They want to distract me from what's already coming Fake hate cus out the random I'm who they humming They sit and watch and now time is going by Can sit and afford PTO not a nine to five See the front and the back cus it's a hi or a bye All my feelings detached no my cries when I roll my eyes! The pressures up , They don't believe it until they see it This shit is real help me fight out all my demons All I hear is whispers ; but bitches ain't keeping secrets These bitches weak makes me dizzy but I'm anemic! So see I'm just pron to it all want me to have my life displayed mapped record Bitches sleep on me mouth open drool they snore Want the big dog on the grown but I'm on 4 WHAT? Cus no matter what ain't no stopping me ! Tell these bitches Hitch hike cus they ain't riding for free humble when I say I'm bless and I ain't gotta sneeze And imma Always Thank the man above on my knees So many conversations and not a word said My mind is woozy and I ain't even have one sip Ain't clicking in they head they can't fit in the flick They stomach is all in knots feeling green nauseous Cus we ain't got no time waste can't to take a breath All the mistakes I made I'm in the road to try to correct Puff to the chest, I feel alone and a mess But I'm living my life full force no regrets And the W it don't stand for a winner Stand for whatever given to me imma make bigger Stand if you on wood tell go catch a splinter Stand for whenever they see me they all turning bitter! AHH!Stop the show ain't no applause Heavy tear drops no tissues I need a gauze But I got my back and my front yes of course Ain't no key left under the mat to open doors And when you lose me , ain't no going back You can't add back what you lost , do the math Ain't no love lost , Imma shine through the black Always gone prove , what pops out they jawn when they chat Get the picture cus you can't fit the frame Even if you in my shoes we in different lanes All those lonely nights recovering through the pain No stepping over puddles ,walking through mud in this rain