Open Heart

My life has been hard but I gotta keep going Strength through the pain, only way to keep growing Head to the skies, baby I can't quit No I can't quit now, no I can't quit now Staring at the ceiling while my feelings got me reeling And spilling my heart out on these beats in hopes of healing From the pain that was drilled in my heart Two things that filled in my heart Sadness and hate, ate away at me But what made a way for me to fight back From the dark to get my light back Confessing the pain that was stressing my brain Prayers for a chance to get my life back Anew true, didn't have a clue Of what I would do to get through The idle mind takes vital time away For demons to get you off track Facts, no rest for the wicked as long as you living in flesh mode My heart I've been bleeding, the start I've been needing Receiving let it be fresh so I can mesh so Perfectly worthy me, of blessings I'm certainly see Needing the mercy see, cause waking up some of these days Been hurting me, burdens be heavy on my shoulders They slowing me down bad, no need for Searching for healing in that brown bag Hear it in my voice that I sound sad Trials and tribulations can suck life out of you Keep holding on strong so the world can see what you bout to do My life has been hard, but I gotta keep going Strength through the pain, only way to keep growing Head to the skies, baby I can't quit No I can't quit now, no I can't quit now Suicide, do or die, truth is yes, I considered that choice Bout gave in to that evil voice, but thou shall fight I'm feeling like Royce Da Five-Nine Eyes blind to the good in my life, come to my rescue Shit nobody but God who would in my life But I was hurt so bad I felt like God wasn't there All the pain that was put on me, I felt it wasn't fair All the tears that I cried could've overfloweth a couple cups All the snakes in my grass had to overmow it to shut em up Toughen up, to the point that I'm hardened You can see the scars in my eyes, but feel the fight in my spirit Faith like a jet, can you lier it Feel me, at my lowest, tryna climb back Even if I bought a Rollie, still can't get no time back Father forgive me for wanting to die before my time I struggle to muscle through all the pain on my mind Trouble with loneliness, I feel like no one understands My dual paths of grieving, the thoughts of a hurting man My life has been hard, but I gotta keep going Strength through the pain, only way to keep growing Head to the skies, baby I can't quit No I can't quit now, no I can't quit now