The Human Tardigrade 2

I can't recall the last five years So how can fifteen be so clear? Made myself known just to disappear I shouldn't even be here You never should've come I shouldn't even be here I inconvenience everyone Every version tells it different Every rumor finds a way How can I know for certain what came of me that day? The costume doesn't fit It's time to lose the braid Never was the Human Tardigrade A memory of a memory A photo of a photo A hat on a hat Hi, it's nice to meet you I got burned Don't try this at home Lesson Learned Nothing is different I'm still me Just three months missing and some PTSD Rumors take hold and mold into me Therein lies the biggest irony How can I trust my own memory? So fuzzy So blurry So shimmery Where am I going with this? I just hope your memories are good I hope my rambling is understood You are my post-credits scene The shining stars on my silver screen Shannon Kyle Mom Dad Nikki Corbin Jessica Xavier Ricky Cody Chris Cole Shimmy Mary Dondrae Jamie Albion I shouldn't even be here My exit's overdue I shouldn't even be here But I am because of you