Golden

Ive been looking at my value feelin' golden I was told that I'm one of the chosen People tryin to hold me back you need to go go go go Ive been looking at my value feelin' golden I was told that I'm one of the chosen People tryin to hold me back you need to go go go I ain't playing for fees I'm playing for keeps Try to get mine as I scribble these sheets Holding my ground as I pivot these streets I just wish that you would say what you wanted from me I'm sick and tired of these guessing games I'm feeling less at home and more like a guest these days More and more stress looking for a parking space I wish me and my past were better at parting ways 'Cause I'd love to watch the sun set And be ok with what I haven't done yet Trust the truth thats in my content And know it takes time to see the progress I really love it when we can just talk Cut the BS and just share whats on our hearts Because I feel the most free when I'm swimming through your thoughts And I can handle the waters so don't spare me from the rocks And I build up walls but you are a high tide And it's high time that I dealt with my pride One of my fears is that I will miss my prime Wish I had wings so I could go where the time flies Make an incision with precision Taking so many shots running out of ammunition Never take an intermission my inner mission is to keep my sights set at the bigger vision But as life goes on its harder to make a decision Ive been looking at my value feelin' golden I was told that I'm one of the chosen People tryin to hold me back you need to go go go go Ive been looking at my value feelin' golden I was told that I'm one of the chosen People tryin to hold me back you need to go go go Writing songs I'm writing psalms Right and wrong inside my palms Life's poem both bitter and sweet I hope mine is worth playing on repeat But I know if I could go back I would change some things I'd probably try to save some more of my spare change 'Cause my pockets they've been feeling empty "Here's some money" Ohhh please don't tempt me Stacking prayers got me feeling ten feet tall And the one on top is that I don't fall But I learned to sit before I crawl Losing focus need an adderall But poppin' pills ain't the way that I cope But people still tell me that I am dope My self worth is bipolar Too much weight upon my shoulders So I ask that you take it take it just take it now Before I start aching and breaking down to the ground Ive been looking at my value feelin' golden I was told that I'm one of the chosen People tryin to hold me back you need to go go go go Ive been looking at my value feelin' golden I was told that I'm one of the chosen People tryin to hold me back you need to go go go