9/11

Love don't come easy I know But we gon' make it work And we got fight sometimes sometimes sometimes but We can work it out my darling I wanna love you better I wanna love you better than the rest It's so many reason we won't ever speak again Bad communication put this perfect story to an end I'm blowing up ya phone and constantly pressing out your friends I did everything that I could do right as a Man We could have fixed our problems but you just got up and ran Look how mad and hot you get when sh*t just hits the fan How it end so quick when sh*t was going just as planned Or was it just my plan Girl tell me was you playing I'm looking at your pictures like this what my kids gonna look like Now when I see your pictures I don't know it just don't look right Plenty fish in the sea but I swear this one she had me hooked tight How can every day we spent together end in one night Can't nothing hold me back from falling in love I'm still praying for it I seen the red flags and ignored 'em, now paying for it I thought you was gon' change I seen the good girl I was staying for it I wish you the best but that karma girl I'm waiting for it You showed me two sides of you I don't know who I'm talk talking to I knew all these lies but I still ignored all the truths Did you really care I need answers I feel used Was you really there or was you there cause I was cool Call my phone and clear up all them lies you said was true You just like the rest, but probably worst I wish I knew I stooped your level out of anger and lost my cool Prayers every night and you still played me like a fool I was overthinking cause them stories wasn't clicking I googled narcissist and girl you matched the definition But I seen the angel in you it was messing with my vision I guess it just hurt worst cause I had marriage as my mission You showed me how you move and how you moving really wicked Like no way in this world someone you love could be this wicked Things would have went better if you just sat and talked and listened Instead of running to twitter and getting the devil in our business We was blessed baby it was like a chance to start a new life They can still love you but it can be hard for them to do right Even through the darkness I still try to find the true light Even when it's blurry I still try to see view right But that's cause my heart big The same heart you ran through right You don't got no real friends and your family ain't raise you right You blocked your mind from everything we could never ever get through fights I had to much emotions and you took all of the them too light Run through all them boys I'm a still be better than the next n*gga I left with a lesson and made you better for the next n*gga Go back to that ex you gon be still wishing that's Bless with ya I went through the good the bad the great and all the stress with ya Only you and me know about the crazy shit you said Close your eyes and think 'bout all the crazy shit you did Close your eyes and think 'bout all the lying shit you said Close your eyes and think 'bout how I prayed with you about kids Close ya eyes and think 'bout how you played me like a b*tch Like I won't come up there and kill them n*gga talking sh*t Close your eyes and think 'bout how you really called the Feds Close your eyes and think 'bout how you said you want me dead But f*ck it We was just in love now that love gotta rest in peace Someone can still be alive and it can feel like grieve Heart eyes on your post now you not even on my feed I'm a keeping fighting for love I just gotta bob and weave uh You tried to play victim it was you was lying to me I should have been cut you I was just dumb and naive You took me for granted I wore my heart right on my sleeve You got up and left and now I'm starting to feel relieved