Buy Time

It's not a bad life, just a bad day But I'm having bad days everyday I'm tired of it I just wanna get away Tryna turn this all around I need a better way I'm just thinking bout the better days Back when we was kids before the last time we'd ever play Before I lost my grandparents wish they could forever stay I wanna go back but I would never say Yeah I'd never say that I want it any other way I wanna go back to the days when my brother'd say Let's go ride our bikes around on a summer day Back before everything was dull and just the color gray I just want to enjoy what's left of my numbered days Now I'm wondering if I should run away Looking back and those days just seemed to fly by I just wish that I could buy time Tomorrow isn't promised I could die at any second Shit, the mattress that I'm laying on could really be my deathbed This could be the last song that I make on my shitty little headset But now ain't the time to go, I ain't gotten out of debt yet I'm just getting started I ain't even broke a sweat yet How can I fail at life when I ain't even take the test yet They gon say that I'm the best but I ain't even give my best yet I ain't channeled all my energy, my buttons ain't been pressed yet Thinking bout the better days but they're ahead of me Looking in the mirror and I see my biggest enemy My biggest critique really my own entity Tryna pull me down but I know eventually I'm gone rise up to fulfill my destiny I've gotta be the leader of my own legacy I know I'm going sky high when I write rhymes There's no telling when I might die I wish I could buy time