This Broke

I've never felt this broke Devil grabbed my neck and choked I feel like I'm fighting alone I'm doing all of this shit on my own I've never felt this broke Devil grabbed my neck and choked I feel like I'm fighting alone I'm doing all of this shit on my own I need a judge to testify I'm surprised I'm still alive I almost bought a lot of hardcore drugs But they say those will make you die I'll just smoke don't need a pint When I lost you felt like I lost my life Talking to you while I drive I don't smoke to only get high Last summer my life was changed I had my sis taken away Sometimes you get bit by a cancer bug And those bites are to big to fill up with a drug I remember that last conversation we had You said f*ck the hospital I'm home and I'm glad My heart was warm I was blessed my sister's back Two months later your up dancing with god Just like you said I've never felt this broke Devil grabbed my neck and choked I feel like I'm fighting alone I'm doing all of this shit on my own I've never felt this broke Devil grabbed my neck and choked I feel like I'm fighting alone I'm doing all of this shit on my own Live every night like it's your last Don't ask what I'm smoking you know it's gas And I'm doing this all by myself I didn't even need to take a class They tell me I'm the man oh yes I am I don't pay taxes I'm not uncle Sam My life has turned for the worst Whole 360 like a flip a gram Every single day trying to be my best Version of myself but I'm a wreck Give a smile let them know that you're okay I can't talk with all this pain I'm numb and don't know what to say Making music to clear all my thoughts This rap game is a lesson I was never taught So I took it did my thing and made it my own F*ck I don't need no help I'm doing this all alone I've never felt this broke Devil grabbed my neck and choked I feel like I'm fighting alone I'm doing all of this shit on my own I've never felt this broke Devil grabbed my neck and choked I feel like I'm fighting alone I'm doing all of this shit on my own