1am In Beaver Dam

It's hard to admit, but I think about you all the time Staring into the mirror, tryna envision your eyes The freckles that streaking your face making me hypnotized I just wanna see your smile on one of these summer nights You leaving soon I'm tryna roll the dice But let's chill for minute Even if I gotta spill for a minute Hoping that you all ears when you listen This is therapy this no longer business 'Fore I finish the sentence Give me a couple of seconds To tell you how I feel whenever you decide to just message You leave my stomach in messes My heart pounding out my chest and Butterflies flying in every single point of direction Ima make a whole song for you Dedicate a whole arm for you I would clear a whole town for you Spray a whole hundred rounds for you Living on your own for the first time I wanna know how you been I wanna know when I come up on your phone do you ever tell your friends Sitting all alone getting in your zone I wanna see life through your lens Painting perfect pictures of a house on a prairie where I hope one day we live I see the future in your eyes Hiding pain use the music as my disguise Always telling truths and never lies Come over baby I don't wanna waste no time Could've left this at a 1:48 Been venting for so long it's getting late Wish I had a heart like yours, you never hate I been up and down this road you always been going straight And when you cried on the phone wish I'da been with you Lean up on my shoulder wipe a tear for you Even if you got no one I'll be there for you I know you got some trauma let me heal with you Late night in the studio got me inside my feelings Be going off on these records but I ain't hitting the ceiling Man jealousy is a killer, they tried to wound me I'm healing 1am in Beaver Dam, wonder if they find me appealing? Melatonin in my system cause lately I ain't been sleeping Maybe your love is the thing that my soul has really been needing Pour my heart out in the open and only your love can stop the bleeding