Fundemental Love

Being alone in my thoughts Is something that I kinda fear I be getting kinda anxious every time that you not here I can't take another loss I need the wheel I need to steer Give me a feeling of blankness When you say it's been a year This like a hood love story I'm trynna make it outta here I got a plan to disappear Just lemme whisper in ya ear I be writing these poems I think I'm bout to shake the spere Pray to God I'm finna make it On that day I'll shead a tear These things be weighing on my mental Can't get deep in my thoughts So I be picking up the pencil For a while I wrote to you That's how I knew that you was special Wouldn't ever let me fall I said oh yeah We got potential I ain't even mean to meet you All this shit was accidental Sorry I be a little angry I be fighting against the devil Thoughts is all around in my head They seem to sit against My temple help me cope through the struggle I guess our mind is exponential Left my secrets with you I hope you keep it confidential If you do that one thing Then we can reach a higher level I ain't taking no chances to loose a soul That's detrimental I'm just saying at first Me and you experimental Can we try this again I think we mastered fundamentals Seeing the ways that we came I think it's pretty evidential We can end it right here I think that's gon be Consequential I be writing these songs The only time I'm sentimental I be spitting out my heart To all these random instrumentals I think our bond is pretty strong I couldn't break it if I wanted Every time that I tried Our memories can't be forgotten Only love me don't lie Cuz nothing else could be supported But if I told you everything I think our love would be disorted But you ain't even gotta worry I got my shit It's all asorted I had ulterior plans But then the mission was aborted Being alone in my thoughts Is something that I kinda fear I be getting kinda anxious every time that you not here I can't take another loss I need the wheel I need to steer Give me a feeling of blankness When you say it's been a year This like a hood love story I'm trynna make it outta here I got plans to disappear just lemme whisper in your ear I be writing these poems I think I'm bout to shake the sphere Pray to God I'm finna make it On that day I'll shead a tear