4am Freestyle

Sometimes I don't know what to say Get on my knees open up and I pray Like heartbroken feeling the pain Praying to GOD you'd just take it away I need an escape Want real love but surrounded by fakes Going up I don't care bout the fame This for your glory I'm preaching your name But sometimes I get lost in my thoughts I'm overthinking I cannot explain Heavy burdens can't carry this weight But you taking it off as I'm seeking your face The hurt & mistakes The way my heart shatter it feel like a vase But lord I'm thankful for your grace Imma push through these times wiping tears off my face Like I'm gone push through the rain Whatever happens I know that you reign If I'm stuck by myself Then I know I got you to lean on like a shoulder or cane I love all my brothers not moving like Cain Getting strong in the spirit like Bane I give up my pain as you take it away Took a loss bouncing back time to gain Like I need clarity peace in my brain I started searching for love in wrong ways Found it in you had to switch up my ways I won't stay the same Let the past be "the past" as they say First shall be last and the last still get praise Like I got to move humble If I'm not focused on you it's gone crash like a plane PTSD when I think I can't sleep I be up every night Like, grinding all day and all night I can't rest, in the stu cause I'm tryna reach a life Tote the word before I tote a pipe Said it before but we gone be alright Coming back like a thief in the night Many souls to be reaching one day he'll arrive So I got to keep preaching till the day that I die On the mic tryna tell em' they got to pick a side I can't quit it get hard I'll continue to fight In the ring dodging hits got me feeling like Mike I'll stand tall FTC just like Flight I'll go high with the Lord taking flight Not my own but I'm trusting his might Trusting his plan while I sit back & write While I sit back and write on his name Took a loss bouncing back time to gain I started searching for love in wrong ways Found it in you had to switch up my ways Let the past be "the past" as they say First shall be last and the last still get praise Like I got to move humble If I'm not focused on you its gone crash like a plane