World in Swirl

I feel the weight of the world on my head I wish that I could swirl down the drain Slip the doubt and circle faster Drain soaked worries they wouldn't matter I put my coffee down ride my bike To some friends in town drink all night Call my girlfriend while I'm wasted Smile when she says, "get home safely" I don't know where my apprehension comes from I don't know if I should blame my friends I don't want my life to come to an end