Over It

I don't even know why I try Got my head up flying through the sky You the one I've been tryna get And I'm so over it I don't even know why I try Got my head up flying through the sky You the one I've been tryna get And I'm so over it I'm so over it So over feeling like an option Putting my love up for adoption Starting to proceed with caution Nah, this isn't a game to me It's my way out, just tryna be free Gotta grind and pay the fee Just to get where I wanna be Keep working got my head down No distractions for me now Just sippin' on this crown Hoping it'll all work out (For me) It's time for me to make it to the top Keep movin' up, never gonna stop (No) So high feel like I might drop Speedin' going 180 in the drop top I don't even know why I try Got my head up flying through the sky You the one I've been tryna get And I'm so over it I don't even know why I try Got my head up flying through the sky You the one I've been tryna get And I'm so over it I'm so over it Crashed the car, I think I totaled it My mom's 'bout to throw a fit But if I'm okay she'll get over it Gonna beat myself up for this mistake I messed up, this is something I can't take Toss and turn losing all my sleep (Oh) Off the end I'm falling deep In a trance that I can't wake up from All I do to cope is drink coke and rum Thinkin' of the times it used to be fun Now it feels like a job just to get hung (Over) Don't know what to do this time Wake up and just spit some rhymes Then pour up another drink I'm gonna take some time to think