Red Light

Shots of 42 for the suppression Feel like I could lose it any second I've been moving' way too reckless Who been checking on me This new direction I should go and hit the jeweler for a necklace But too many got dependence on me They make judgements 'fore they get to know me Feeling like they yet to show me true colors Like I don't know that they'll be right up on my dick right when I do numbers Y'all ain't really seen me in a few summers I know you ask about me I know in all your little circles that you have to doubt me These the patterns we created Got some people that I used to feel like family related ain't the same around me Like they don't see the bigger picture got the frame around me Get out my space I'm drowsy Been up on a night shift Way too far removed from the parking lot to light spliffs Wonder where the time went Back in twenty sixteen never would a thought this You gon' have to miss me put you on a block list It get risky if they want to pop shit Whatever I'm here for it Was moving base now I got the engineer for it They ain't as fly as me it's only right I Clearport it I know it's really confrontation that they been avoiding F*ck my situation they just want a bigger portion Wishing they could play me like the radio do Ariana I talk my shit for 4 minutes been that prima donna I told my papa don't preach I don't need reminders They Jack my style in the future thinking they designers Was all good just a week ago Y'all take the summers off I ain't working seasonal Like Michael Jordan Space Jam how you reaching though Like how you find a way to boast about it It's like the harder that you work is measured by how much you post about it Ain't nothing wholesome 'bout it Back to Cali only time I hit the coast I promise And then I'm gone for good I vanish You lacking confidence if how I'm moving make you panic I don't care about you I just keep it charismatic They see me winning they can't stand it But I'm still the one they leaning on Guarantee they up and leave if that convenience gone It's 4 am up in the city I'm just searching for some piece of mind Since 2013 I just wanted reasons why My grandfather couldn't be around to see me thrive I still don't like to talk about it You really think you got it covered but I option route it You the type to think you won an argument just because you talk the loudest Some self-reflection in need of it I walk around mean mugging Put that on exhibit, I know it's vivid, I ain't budging Got to get in line because you been fronting I bet I could I show you the way If we put egos aside and we know what it takes Put that shit in overtime I'm controlling the pace I got to capitalize when I notice mistakes I tried to keep it brief now I'm closing the case I can't be pretending like I don't know what to say Been like that since 57 a I had different struggles never been on section 8 They really tried to convince me that they could set restraints But I been trying to get my bands right I been trying to f*ck up on that Lisa Ann type I be on some shit I don't remember last night Never needed your clearance ain't paying that price I don't need interference I know what that's like What you want me to do I'd never make it out the Honda according to you I'm looking out for my Donda still more I could do And I got family members been ignoring me too I ain't trying to clear it up I ain't trying to talk in like a year and some Y'all don't hold me down you just keeping that appearance up My mom call me tell me I'm not here enough I barely got the time to even hear it out I fear that even when I got it all I'm a focus on everything I'm here without, yeah