Goodbye

Look at that wide sky Does it really seem so blue? If I were to tell you Goodbye's for our own good And I can't help you If I can't help myself Will I resent you? If we keep going on It's so lonely and so scary But there's more harm in lying There is distance, addiction, and all my ambitions I'm probably making a bad decision But I want to remember you this way I'm sorry, forgive me That's all I am asking I wish I could change all these feelings that are pouring But my mind likes being stuck out in the rain Can anyone tell him how this plays out? He can't trust himself without this doubt All his life he was lying till he lied beside her Now, he finds that It's so lonely And so scary But there's more harm in lying Only when it vanished did you truly begin to cherish the moments Clouded in grey with no sense of how long this might last She was there for you His eyes ache without the contrast You weren't there for her Lost without the sound of her voice echoing around him You didn't love yourself Where once she had found him grounded by her presence, there is now only a memory he keeps on forgetting So you couldn't love her Every sense evaporates You couldn't love her He'll hear the rumbling thunder of regret behind him I'm clouded and selfish I know now, you're worth it All my life I lied How could I say goodbye? I'm clouded and selfish I know now, you're worth it All my life I lied How could I say goodbye? At the end of the day, it's his ego that continues to bind him At the end of the day, the lightning is the only thing flashing in his mind All my life I was lying until I lied beside you There is nothing else left