BIG BROTHER.

It's one of them things where He's trying to shift my thinking From Him just being Only my Heavenly Father But also that... that older brother type There's things you can share With your siblings Or your older brothers Or sister That you really can't share With... your parents There are things Your parents... can't handle Umm... in the natural But I'm learning that He's not just a covering Or a Father or provider But He's also trying to allow me to Be His homie and for Him to be my big homie You know I know I get upset When people don't trust me Or doubt you know my capabilities... If I'm a reflection of Him He's... He's probably like you know Trust me... like The things you want Right now arent necessarily The things that you need And that's a hard pill to swallow Especially when you're Watching your enemies excel You know... It's like being... Having a... first place anointing But you're always in second place Or on the side or you're a ghost... But I've come to find out When you're ready to handle it You won't fumble it That's when you get it