Six Years Old.

My feet couldn't reach the pedals So my father got on his knees And used his hands to press the pedals At the bottom of the hammond B3 6 Years old and I lied about the kool aid I told my mama that my daddy said it was ok to drink When my father found out he beat me with a belt of leather Until my thighs split open and it caused my calves to bleed So as a grown ass man I act like a 6 year old I act like a little ass boy And I'm protective of all my toys Cuz they're the only things that never judge me That's why I act like a 6 year old Full of imagination and wonder But still afraid of the "Distant Thunder" 6 Years old and I'm staring at a movie screen In a dark sanctuary shaking watching "image of the beast" Repeated nightmares can't sleep even at 33 Thanks alot dad now I'm stuck with fucking PTSD Now my relationships suffer and i can't live a normal life But your philosphies daddy said it's alright to scare 'em 2 Christ So when I'm selfish or I'm needy Or I act like a scaredy cat Just try to function normally Without a grandparent mom or dad I always felt like my brothers hated me Although I do my best Since I'm a bitch ass faggot I'm the one they wish they never had So I'm a six year old I act like a little ass boy And I'm very protective of my toys Cuz they're the only things that never judge me I'm a 6 year old Full of imagination full of wonder But still afraid of the "Distant Thunder" I'm a six year old I'm a little ass boy And I'm protective of my toys They're the only things that never judge me Never judge me I'm a six year old A little ass boy Protective of my toys Cuz they're the only things that never judge me I'm a 6 year old Full of imagination and wonder But still afraid of the "Distant Thunder"