Yen & Sorrow.

I guess we'll have to see Cuz in life there's not guarantees.... A yo A yo A one two Out on my balcony Acoustic alchemy surrounds me As far as I can see the slanted palm trees Lopside philosophy Professor school me.... Am I in your way or am I in your will If I pray all day or night Will that effect your will for me? Do the prayers I pray Just bounce right off the ceiling It's hard to look I want to taste But If I taste Then I can't swallow And if I swallow then I can't digest And if I can't digest Then I'm better off dead Clouds and rain Swivering changes lanes The pain hurts so deep... Nobody understands I need a masterplan Cuz it hurts And I wanna know if it's worth it Am I in your way or am I in your will? Lord you know hate to question if you're real If I pray will all my prayer bounce off the ceiling It's hard to look I want to taste But If I taste Then I can't swallow And if I swallow then I can't digest And if I can't digest Then I'm better off dead I don't wanna live like this no more All of my strength is gone Don't know if I can go on Don't know who to trust or believe in Is that too much just to ask? Can you tell me? Am I getting any closer to my destiny? I wanna know I gotta know Cuz the pain it hurts so deep It pierces like a knife Turning left to right inside of Every day when I wake up I wish I stayed asleep Is this a nightmare or a crazy dream I wanna trust you And I wanna believe But it's hard to believe In the things I can't see Every day's a battle, battle And I don't mind the fight but what Am I fighting for? The war against the flesh and my spirit I've been screaming and crying out But do you hear it? I just wanna know Questions from my soul