Jump Off a Cliff

I've got this feeling deep inside that something big is coming and me? I'm just along for the ride I cannot shake it, I cannot hide All I can do is stay prepared by taking one step at a time Dear God I've got so many questions Why do your followers have their heads stuck so far up their rectums? Whats the best way to spend each day as they fly by like seconds? Who else could walk in these shoes that I step in without stressin? They wouldn't last I've thought of doing hallucinogens lately, is that bad? I just want a better view, a clearer vision of you Don't listen to humans anymore, I only vent to one or two I thought I was in love, but I'm beginning to let go of that too Yay! Life is short, right? Thats what the living say People talk, they say a lot They've never walked this way thoug This path through the trees, mud on my knees, holes in my Dungarees... That's a lie, they're Levi's, you know what I mean though, R.A.W.P These people overdo it on the weed These people drink These people smoke the meth until they're skin and bone These people point fingers And throw stones at those who don't condone of whatever silly fuckin movement it is that they currently promote GOD!! What is this breath of life, is it a blessing or a curse? Is the other side better or worse? I've been working so hard, yet I still don't know what to do first I'm on a cliff looking down at a cloud of mist Considering jumping into the abyss! Ahhh! Brendan, I don't want to understate But I think you're doing great I've never seen another human doing what you're doing quite the same way The truth is I sit back and watch, and I'm fuckin amazed I believe so much in you and I'm here and hear it every time that you pray I'm not looking down on you I admire and look up to who I've created Believe it or not you've already made it You are one special mother fucker I've gotta say it. Stay strong Keep on keepin on Trust me, you'll understand when its all said and done, I promise Don't worry about "them" they'll get it, or they won't It's not about that anyway Understanding will come with every step as you go There is always more to know But stay the course and your wisdom will overflow You're a modern day Johnny Appleseed, and you will reep what you sew, I promise You've always had what you needed and you always will I will be right here by your side to help you kill any false belief that rears its ugly little head I'll be sure they rot dead in the ground under your feet Deep under the trail in which you tread Life can get ugly But the bigger picture is beautiful, gorgeous, unbelievable, nothing is unreachable You've almost died multiple times only to be pulled back in So, as you stand on that cliff Don't jump until the miracle happens Please