Toxic

Coming fresh outta the Valley of Death Tippy toes still sizzling from the hot coals under every step Ice cold heart with a heavy head I steadily shed as my direction I correct Toss out the print I got a new architect Never my girl it was just my turn Shes calculated and I respect it Lesson learned Stay cool and wrap the wound Its not the first time Ive been burned Gotta flip my goggles around and take a hard peak at my side of the street Filters so heavy sometimes its hard to see if the grass is truly green You know what I mean? Go with my team and keep the circle tight Stay away from sheep cuz most sheep are wolves in sheeps clothing looking for a bite Mosquitoes ready to suck the life right out of good people Then fly back to their hive with a fabricated story of false victimhood This world is truly evil This world is truly evil man So go ahead and flip the script however you wish Even your own parents know you like to spew some bullshit Hopped off mine then right onto another dick Slay queen Thats sick Its my own dumbass fault for wanting love marriage and kids You just lie and manipulate to get whats hot in the moment My friends calling me Neo now the way I dodged that bullet But hey at least we can all see now your not just attracted to looks Make sure to tell your new man that you just want him for his pocketbook Stop it look truth is Im not even shook Im just upset at myself that I even gave you a chance with all that time that it took Time away from finding my true soulmate And the funny thing as soon as you left I saw a lot of good change All the things you were on my ass about tearing me down every day At work I got a fat raise Started taking a pill that makes me normal in every way Trust me I know youre not thinking about me it was never real for you Dont even know why you stayed These days my energy is through the roof Couldnt take a nap if I wanted to I even quit drinking even though that was more of a problem for you And I can tell thats still something that youre going through I hope youre doing better No offense I really wish you the best Just had to get this off of my chest Youre toxic Im toxic everybodys toxic Watch me talk sick on the beat though Youre toxic Im toxic everybodys toxic But I talk sick on the beat though I saw the red flags early on but I chose love instead was I wrong? Yes I was wrong but I loved you so much that was a hill I wouldve died on My plan for us was to be lifelong Put a ring on your finger make you a wife and a mom The whole time you were looking for a back John to back up on I even had a little bit of a savings for the engagement ring you told me you want Your own son was calling me Dad and I was building that bond I do get it and understand it but Im pissed off is why I'm making this song I was even working on an album full of love bombs what a waste of time You used me for whatever resources you could find then kicked me to the curb How was I so blind? Youre just burning hearts sucking life out of each situation Then move on like life is nothing but a twisted vacation Congratulations you took my soul and tried to smash it with your stiletto Thank God Im resilient just too damn brilliant I dont have tears to cry over you They dont exist just like the love I assumed you had for us But we all know what assumptions do I shouldve never trusted you I shouldve taken note about the way you interacted with customer service on our first few dates Inside your heart you have a lot of deep seeded hate Its your way of covering up some long lasting pain And I know how its coming across these things that Im saying But I needed to let loose Been focussing so much on my own growth in my own lane It was time to turn to my art And say things that have been sitting heavy on my brain Dang And youll probably never hear this but if you do I hope it sticks cuz Youre toxic Im toxic everybodys toxic Watch me talk sick on the beat though Youre toxic Im toxic everybodys toxic But I talk sick on the beat though Everybodys toxic