WHAT I NEED

Know if I'm on the edge, I'ma call you Hope I find all the sentiment gone to Division arisen of lost fools No interest listenin to falsehoods All this isn't disciplined, fault to The crossed systems and physical obstacles Cost isn't impossible Fought with the opinion I'm off the boat Rock an obit fit for the goat The plot thickenin, hidden within the fort A lot different when he was locked and loaded Mock sympathy liftin, the ship afloat Conflicted; known for a different motive Won't omit the sole (soul) slip of tongue Old interests slow the roll into sludge Hoped to ignore the affixed affront Bear my likeness and you eat free Why am I like this when you need me? Abide and imbibe to find relief An incline, within sight the final peak Keep climbin, in time, I'll light the beacon Might not like it but it's what I need Might not like it but it's what I need Who's in the news today? Who isn't used to hate? Choosin to use the pain Movin in two brigades And losing the youth to changes Loosen the noose and chains, he Flew in a few good names To them, a usual tuesday To you, beginnin of new things Situation isn't helping Mission statement: wish for well being Getting paid with mental health treatments Better help and he felt feelings Beg amends, second guess, leadin with Friends ended and bells ringin Eat red velvet, see debt clingin These lead vests seem a bit deceitful See, hear, speak, fear evil itself No more ways to get help No more baitin these breaths No more treating yourself Few weeks of feast, don't cease, repeat to lost health Weakened (weekend), we defeatin ourselves Reasons are obsolete and all hell Broke loose as soon as you left the room Assume it's due to new ventures loomin Met the who's who of group delusion Said dementia confirmed he was lucid Look at them, comforted well in the new digs Should've been used to a cell when they moved in Took a second to settle intrusions Bet on the blueprint, head in the music Bear my likeness and you eat free Why am I like this when you need me? Abide and imbibe to find relief An incline, within sight the final peak Keep climbin, in time, I'll light the beacon Might not like it but it's what I need Might not like it but it's what I need