Used to Be

Call me a ghost and I'll go Call me your son Call my name just as I start to come undone I was sitting in the hallway Wiping off my face I was thinkin' bout all The ways I could escape But you're sending dad my way Well okay Now we're driving home the long way I roll my window down It's getting cold outside The city traffic's loud You were talkin' bout the old ways How I used to be You helped me call my psych He's ordered pills for me It gets better now, you'll see Believe me Call me by name and I'll stay Call me your son Call me each night just like the setting of the sun Tell me I'm not the only one Cus it's hard to be alive Just pissin' away the time To know it's all for what To satisfy this instinct to survive But how can that be right Cus it's hard to be alive But it's harder still to die To know it's all for naught And dust to dust We're there and then we're not And how is that enough