Ride 4 Me

I almost folded My mind would torture me at night so I was steady loaded I learned to kill emotion having feelings got me scolded Say I don't care but I do so how do I expose it? I'm knowing that you fake won't point it out just know it's noted I had the chance to right my wrongs I blew it I exploded I turn my pain to beauty in this music i'm devoted So don't you dare play it down 'cause my tears feel the ocean So how could I be chosen My soul got frost for real I went through trauma changed forever old me lost for real I severed ties and burned down bridges it had costs for real I done been beating cheated scarred and double crossed for real I lose some people every winter that's a painful season I got people depending on me I can't go through grieving Don't try to justify your actions 'cause it ain't no reason Admit I got couple flaws but no I ain't no demon Ooo oh oh This a lonely road so who gon' ride for me If I go out tomorrow hope she cry for me And they know that they wrong 'cause how lie on me Is you gon stay regardless low or high don't leave This a lonely road so who gon' ride for me If I go out tomorrow hope she cry for me And they know that they wrong 'cause how lie on me Is you gon stay regardless low or high don't leave I know I'm a wild child My homie got put in the pen going through wild trials I shoot this glock like 30 times you hear them loud sounds And I been moving little different for a while now Since I was born been on my own So alone Turn off my phone They be asking how I keep on pushing on I guess I'm strong They was never on my side for real some shit I should've known I think I'm crazy know I'm right but somehow I still feel I'm wrong uh Don't you cry for me Oh don't you cry for me Low or high don't leave