Blame (feat. Hailen & $id Bid) [Radio Edit]

Didn't want to place the blame on you But I saw the evidence, I had to go through And I realize I made my own mistakes too I guess we all have our wins, but sometimes we gotta lose I'm really starting to get sick of this nonsense Everyone saying I'm starting to get correspondents They keep on telling me that I'm not getting the concept They keep on telling me that it was a out of context I'm placing the blame on me You know that the blame's on me It's never the same I'm done with this game, so shame's on me And along the way, I'm always the one to be losing No matter where I have been, I'm never the one to be proven Anything that I would do for the people who say that I'm evil As they compare me to someone daring like Evil Kenevil Everything is so frustrating This is just making everything worse and it hurts so I'm just waiting For the right time to get me that shine Well I'm just taking what I need to get me that speed so screw waiting I don't really got all day, so I'm standing right here in this hallway Alone and scared, on my own, I care, but I've known this false play For way too long, I don't wanna take you on Cause I never fight, I don't have that right, I take too long I'm a coward, I don't have the power to fight back Cause I'm not a man, but no one understands it's always my bad But most importantly I'mma take the blame for the stuff that I did as a kid, it's never the same for me Everyone's telling me now that I've never changed Now they have all got the balls to say that I'm acting strange Didn't want to place the blame on you But I saw the evidence, I had to go through And I realize I made my own mistakes too I guess we all have our wins, but sometimes we gotta lose Didn't wanna put the blame on you So I put it on myself, and I knew what the issue was when I flew I didn't think I'd have to choose between the things I had to lose I wasn't bouta look like a fool I understand the rules, but now I don't know what to do I should've forgiven my debtors and tried to be better I feel ignored and I don't know whether I should stay or leave this weather Some people say I'm a go getter But I've been feeling like my heart's severed I tried to relieve the pain but it just went to my brain Feeling conflicted and lifting myself away I don't have time for this today But I know I just gotta say that I'm sorry for pushing you back And I know we can find a way to be friends again After I leave, I know you'll pick up the pen Write a letter or two and then Send it to my place and make up for the hate Just like Valious said, you will be ok And to my cousins, I'll see you again soon I know you love me, and you know I love you too But I gotta figure out my life So promise me you'll stay true and when I come back We'll have more time to lighten the mood I wish I could hug you, Jay That would be better than nothing I wanna stay longer, but you know I can't block this calling Time to set this right Place the blame on the devil I gotta recover my sight and come out of the well of depression I cry in my therapy session