Frustrated

I'm frustrated, yeah I'm very frustrated Cause every day I wake up and I'm still hated Yeah, I'm frustrated, your gang is getting faded And I'm over in the whip tryna show you how I made it Are you mad? Well, I am All you suckers wanna jam But nobody getting crammed in backseat of the van You know we poppin' out so the door goes slam But if you don't hear the footsteps, you don't expect the fam And I still jump on the Wam, just like Ferg, he the man The mob is not a game, don't underestimate the plan Bust the door with the ram Freaking out the mandem After they leave, we confiscate the food and ran Bu nowt they just part time friends Some are fake, and some are dense No one ever ever cares bout the time I stole my brudda's benz I still try to make amends, but we all know where this ends Put my Iron fist into a clench, still feeling tense Steer the boat around the bend Parents asking, "Where have you been Tell 'em I was defending my friend, but they know the trouble I'm in So I run to my room and I play dead Next morning, I'm still on the bed Why don't leave for good, I said Truth is I don't what's in my head All my feelings are filling me up with dread I wonder if I'm gonna get caught by the feds Don't taking no drugs, I yell instead If I want to cope, give me some zen But I'm fine for now, thank you next When I get in a fit, blame my ex Writing songs about my hexagonal brain, am I going insane Yes! Am I in pain Yes! Why do I feel this way Stress! Will I love again Who knows? I'm still dealing with the Press! The room in my house is a Mess! But I think I can pass the Test! Just as long as they know my name, I'll never be anything less It doesn't matter if you hate me, I'm still blessed From the day that I was born, I was meant to win this contest So if you ever see me make it You'll regret the day you made me frustrated with your game of chess Checkmate, I win