Snow

A letdown, get-down, everybody thought that I was dead now I was just in the back of the shed, how cold it felt I wasn't ready to melt I was freezing myself Can someone give me some help They was giving me hell Back when it wasn't well For anyone trying to sell an album underneath the bell It was hard to tell where I stood until I fell Call me on the cell, when I get home, I'll give you all the intel Cause my life wasn't perfect No, I was far from it One day I'm sad, the next I'm happy, I'm a different person So tell me, what's the purpose I don't know if I'm worth it Thought I was deep in the snow, but I just hit the surface Tryna get my mind right But there ain't nothing in this world to help me shine bright I wanna get out from the dark into the light But the flag is white, so I'm giving up the fight I never wanted to feel this tight The air in my chest is telling me I won't survive So I'm just laying on ground, thinking bout my life If I could go back, would I be different next time I was driving with my dad, I made him kinda mad Cause I argued on a point that he had He said I wouldn't make it doing rap or any other kinda job like that I felt really sad, cause no one would believe in me except for DaVan I knew he had my back, cause he's a good man When I called him on the gram with the Thunderwave collabs He told me, just ignore him, cause he jealous of the bands I know he right, I know I have a chance But how long will it take before I enter the lands I gotta work hard so I can maintain my stance I don't wanna die now, cause I'm not into making funeral plans Tryna get my mind right But there ain't nothing in this world to help me shine bright I wanna get out from the dark into the light But the flag is white, so I'm giving up the fight I never wanted to feel this tight The air in my chest is telling me I won't survive So I'm just laying on ground, thinking bout my life If I could go back, would I be different next time